06 January 2011


Well, I haven't found the words, precisely, but I have found a word.

Weary, adjective: Having one's interest, forbearance, or indulgence worn out.

I am weary. My forbearance with life is worn out. The constant stress, the mundane melodrama, and the ever present, lurking thoughts of "I've messed up again" are wearing me down. I want out.

It's hard to explain. I've yet to find the words to explain. But this one word, it's a start.


1 comment:

  1. I know how you feel. I've felt the same way. Hang in there, God will help you . I know He will. He will always help you. Trust me.
    Thinking and praying for you