Openness Review

So there you have it. 40 of my secrets are now published on the web for the world to view. If they even notice. It leads me to wonder if I shouldn't call them something other than "secret."

Anyways, we've seen that I'm pretty insecure about friends, and that I have some weird quirks and habits. Normally scheduled Music Mondays will restart next week.

Secret 40

You can usually find me in the shadow of other people's spotlights.

Secret 39

I have a very hard time trusting people.

Secret 38

I question my motives for doing things over and over again, but half the time, I end up not doing anything.

Secret 37

Sometimes I wonder if my emotions are really mine, or if they're just imitations of what other people feel.

Secret 36

I play Devil's Advocate to make you think, not to make you mad.

Secret 35

I'm not actually shy, just introverted. I'm not afraid of crowds, I just don't like them.

Secret 34

I ignore you so you won't know how much you can hurt me.

Secret 33

I'm a little concerned that I'm a codependent.

Secret 32

I wonder if there's anything remotely likable about me.

Secret 31

Sometimes I think you tolerate my presence so you can laugh at me.

Secret 30

I'm terrified of being diagnosed with a mental disease.

Secret 29

It means more than you'll ever know to be included in a group.

Secret 28

I feel stupid almost every time I talk.

Secret 27

I'm afraid my insecurities will frighten away potential friends.

(insecurity alert)

Secret 26

You don't have to call me names; I do that alright by myself.

Secret 24

Music keeps me somewhat sane.

Secret 25

I use my art to differentiate myself from others.

Secret 23

I wish people respected me.

Secret 22

I don't want to grow up because adults seem to have lost all their creativity. They've become brittle, unchangeable, not malleable, and stagnant.